3AM
cause i love myself LOL
February192012
Can you believe this is only like 1/4 of my aunts -.- damm my family is big!
February182012
The end of this blog and the start to my new one. this is the past and it’ll stay here.
Dear Senor D. I hope this time you stay out of my life for good. I hope that I don’t feel that feeling that makes me want to text you and see how you are doing and if everything is fine. Let me just list all of the things I hate about you that makes me want to give up forever
you never give me hugs
you’re always giving me mean nicknames
you never kept your promises you made me
you’re careless of how others feel or how I feel
you always avoid your problems
you’re always wanting to end the friendship and then when I want to end it you want to be friends
you never let things go my way
You’re much of a bigger jerk now that you’re in college
you never text me to wish me a happy holiday
for three years you’ve never wished me happy birthday
you broke my heart
you told me lies
you’ve never started a conversation with me
you called me annoying
when i mention a place to eat that were supposed to go together you end up going without me.
you ignored me for 7 months and sometimes 2 or 3 or 4 months.
it takes us forever to make up and when we finally do you mention something stupid and it screws the whole thing up
there are plenty of more things to say about you but you’re not worth writing it all out
One more year and I will graduate and I will be at a UC or CSU or somewhere out of state and you don’t have to worry about running into me in town or me texting you because I think by then I would care less about you and my number would probably change. I kept my side of the promise about waiting for each other but that promise didn’t even mean anything to you. you only said it so that I would stop crying. to me it was real everything we did felt real the feelings i had for you were real i was in love with you and i guess you could say that you were my first love but i have many more heartbreaks to experience.
I wont be hanging out at places I know you will be at because I’m afraid to run into you again and see your face and watch you walk the other way.
3PM
(Source: candytomysoul, via ithinkyouneedanewhobby)
3PM
To do list this weekend.
Saturday:
do half of spanish hw..
read 2 chapters of my book
Sunday:
do the other half of spanish hw
finish next 2 chapters of book
start on stats! so lost -.-‘
Monday:
work on english hw
spanish extra credit assignments
study for spanish test on tuesday
yeps. thats my “break”
2PM
After a long day, it was peaceful to see a good view of the sun setting. Haha Tony, Jay, and I were the only ones left when the picture was taken.
We had no school at all yesterday, but some of my boys and I chose to spend it together hahaha. Psssh, we don’t love each other though! From 9am to about 6pm. No joke, we went through almost 9 hours (including an hour of lunch)of flippin basketball at two parks. We played each other and with random guys. It was intense especially with thirst. Even played basketball the night before in the dark, don’t ask how. Lol. Jay calls these days, “Friendship bonding!” Lol. My bro and Jenny visited in between for a bit too!! Overall, a great day to remember.
Bren, Ali, Antony, Gabe, Tony, Jay, Ken, and James….I wonder if you guys are sore right now too?
the random guys was my cousin and his friend LOL
4AM
I’m stupid
Why did I tell you that I don’t care about you anymore when obviously I do especially right now. I miss telling you about my day and hearing about yours. I hate how the biggest mistake I made was the first time…. yeah. The last hug we ever gave to each other was like almost a year ago. I don’t understand it. When we’re friends we end up not being friends because I fall for you. I guess you could say at that time I loved you.. -_-’ Then when I don’t have feelings for you anymore we still can’t work things out and be just friends. I wonder goes on your mind sometimes and I wish i knew. I think that we were never meant to be friends. We weren’t even friends from the start. we were just meant to be strangers to each other. Just that one moment in life where you could experience something new and meet someone whose the total opposite of you. I try working things out but you rather ignore the problem. That’s why it won’t ever work. When you don’t reply it annoys me when i text you in annoys you. What’s supposed to make us both satisfied? The answer: giving up on you.
12AM
I feel so proud Rainbow cake :D
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